Astronaut Shares Emotional Distress Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also included high-profile passengers.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.
She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she revealed. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her background – was overshadowed under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she acknowledged the supporters whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She added that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the mission, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
The Historic Journey
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the Kármán line of space.
The team of pioneers also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.